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What may have been...Come and rise dear brother of mine
Advance to the fore, and see the sign
Wake up from your shallow grave
Open your eyes and witness the knave
Their reign has dried the fertile land
They buried the books in the sand
They lead the zealous without respite
And the zealous cried day and night
A question presented to the chameleon
The questions treated as a rebellion
The questioner killed with ink and paper
Condemned and rendered as a traitor
Follow me for this is the truth, they sighed
The boat that rocked and then capsized
A blaze upon it, started years before
The spark that finally came to the fore
And upon its ashes we sit and wait
For the new king to rise and vacillate
And after the storm comes a cloud
Blocking the sun with its white shroud
We pray and hope for it to clear
But it lingers like our deepest fears
A thought of what may have been
A regret of which we now dream
IowaIf you visit Iowa,
you'll call her fields empty,
but she wasn't born that way.
A part of her was carved out
when she was ripped between Virginia
and the purple mountains of New Mexico.
Her gold hair, she tore it out when she realized
it didn't make her a princess.
She laid her locks strung along every road
leading somewhere else.
White hairs on her cheeks
are scars from winter.
Her hair darkens with the dampness
of summer rains.
The storms are never silent,
but neither is life when there's a tear
in your childhood where
a parent ought to be.
I've been flooded by Iowa's sorrow.
The only way I can distract her from her own voided landscape
is if I hate myself harder than she cries.
She just wants to fly
and I want to bus or train,
not because I fear death, but because
I want to take living slow.
It's the only way I ever feel.
From the air it's hard to watch Earth's hips move.
But Earth can't compare to the country.
That's my girl.
Full grown even when harvesting season's j
To depression, for creating days without endWake up to the realization that you've been awake
for seconds, minutes, hours.
You've been awake in this warm, dark room
and you don't know how long it's been
but now you're conscious
and it starts again--
the pain, strong and steady, in your chest.
You gain consciousness in this too warm morning
and your thoughts whir in endless loops
because it's either that or face the weight in your chest.
Light breaks though the window, soft and unwelcome
but you take it as a reluctant gift--
a new distraction from the feelings awake in your chest.
Awake, but not conscious.
So you think yourself in circles a little while longer
waiting for those quiet pains
(the constant reminder)
to gain consciousness.
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